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Portrait of a Last Confession by bloodytourniquet, literature

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Portrait of a Last Confession

She rolls me over to see my face Tears sting the cuts on my cheek I tell her I love her so she'll smile But all I see is her moonlit silhouette. Her disappointment fills the air as she drops the rock I know this is well deserved. "I pushed too hard. I'm sorry" I say All she hears are the muffled sounds through my broken jaw. *The stars look so elegant tonight And she looks as beautiful as ever* I ask myself if it is over…all of it Can we sleep now? Will we wake up the same? She answers me with a kiss. Her aroma makes me feel like I'm in heaven.

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Proud of You by bloodytourniquet, literature

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Proud of You

So you finally pulled it off... Are you proud of yourself because you should be. You told me off and I know it makes you feel bad but you've been holding it in for years. So now that the floodgates have been opened, when do the fists flow? Can't be long now Cuz I won't allow for you to get away without shooting a fist my way. Please don't regret this feeling you've stirred up. It's been too long since I've felt. Thank you. I was happy but Happiness overstayed its welcome and you helped rid me of it. I was becoming too comfortable wearing this smile that just didn't fit. It was a couple sizes too big and to hard to wear. Yes, I'm lo

When Everything Dies by bloodytourniquet, literature

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When Everything Dies

The Thought: He is the epitome of what I want to fucking be. He is Master Vanity Robbing me of my sanity. Fill my voids with imperfections, that which he does wreek. Angelic sweetness and chivalry is dead and obsolete. The Philosophy: Perfect like God she doth despise, Nothing but sinners in God's eyes; so what do her eyes see? What does she perceive? I'll behead the devil to make her smile. The Action: I'll spit forth crimson from my wrists because imperfect perfections will not be missed, And as I whither I clench my fists as his name is the last breath from my lips. The Consequence: Within a week I will not even exist in me

Bloody Bliss by bloodytourniquet, literature

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Bloody Bliss

What is my purpose in this world with a heart so cold and jaded? Yet I was born into this world with a soul so dark and faded. My hopes and wishes are infinite But my fate is definite. Sadness is all that's left in it. I'll die so deathly well with it. Pleasing you is but a dream But I can see through the misty blisss. I will never be your wish. I try and fail so well. To hell with life, to hell with this. I'm worth nothing more than piss. Just beat me to a bloody carcass. Beat me to my bloody bliss.

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Change with me by brwncow, literature

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Change with me

You wouldn't let me destroy myself. You had to show me that you cared. If I were to hurt, then you would cry. How could I be so insensitive to let that happen? And so I changed. But once again I am plagued by the things that I sought to destroy. And so I must change again. Everchanging is the world we live in, and so everchanging must we be. The truths by which we operate today may be the lies that we outline tomorrow to prove that yesterday never truly happened. And so I change once again so as to envelop what I had become yesterday And morph it into what I thought of today So that tomorrow you can look me in the eye, And you

How Did I Get Here? by darkjamesdean, literature

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How Did I Get Here?

As I looked down the abyss of the barrel I closed my eyes and wondered, "How could this have happened to me?" "Why is this man holding a gun to my head?" "How did I get here?" I drift off to a better place, remembering all the good times. The fun I had in the school yard My fifth birthday party My first kiss But as the good memory's fly through my mind like a bullet train Bad memories seemed to overwhelm me My first heartbreak The day my father left The day my grandpa died I quickly open my tear filled eyes I wondered once again "How could this have happened to me?" "Why is this man holding a gun to my head?" "How did I get

Ah, first kiss. by adamj, literature

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Ah, first kiss.

Just for a moment, whirlwind of excitement growing deep. Gripping, all for the moment, heightened senses, fading surroundings, lean in, eyelids surrender. Nervous actions, awkward stance, just for a moment, this one moment, first kiss, sweet tantilizing instance! Eruption of calmness, hint of a smile, deep breath, sudden ease. Depart, hand gesture, stare. The moon does seem brighter tonight. Ah, first kiss.

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What Lies Beneath: Truth by bloodytourniquet, visual art

What Lies Beneath: Truth

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Current Residence: Toronto, Canada
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Favourite genre of music: Metal, Gothic, Classical
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Favourite cartoon character: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Happy Noodle Boy
Personal Quote: To be an artist is to fail like no other dare fail...

Favourite Movies

The Crow, Interview with the Vampire, Blow, TDK

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Danny Elfman, Hans Zimmer, Manson, METRIC, Deftones, The Beatles,

Favourite Writers

Anne Rice, Poe, Palanhiuk, Orwell, Strauss

Favourite Games

Truth or Dare

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360

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whatever i can get my filthy hands on

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music, drama, photography and tons more

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bloodytourniquet

Dec 29, 2009

Visiting an old friend...

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Hello old friend. We haven't spoken in a while. I miss being on here and was just reviewing some old work. Interesting. haha. I still remember being there. Where they came from. I haven't written poetry in a while. I've been writing scripts and stuff. Stories. Well what I've really been doing is acting and playing in bands. More performance-y stuff. Maybe I'll post pics. I guess today wasn't so bad. One of my bands got some really big news. SHHH though. It's not 100% I'll also have to reacquaint myself with DA. Like my cherry grew back or something. I love taking pictures. Always have. I not good or anything. It's just fun capturing mom

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bloodytourniquet

Dec 7, 2005

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I reloaded the piece Truth and Deceit to better quality pics. Cleaned them both up as well. Truth http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/25119403/ Deceit http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/25385459/ Caress...

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Nov 12, 2005

Say Hello to the Gate Crasher

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Sorry for the lack of updates. The actor side has gotten the best of me these last couple months. As Jack in Edward Albee's "Everything in the Garden", I had the time of my life. Rehearsal 6 out of 7 days of the week from 6 - midnight takes up so much of your time! Well I had a blast as one of the main characters and for 2 out of 3 nights we received a standing ovation! Thanks to all in the cast and to Andrea for believing in me.

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Merry Christmas!

dammit. i am sorry i missed your birthday. so, december 3rd is it?
how old are you now, geezer? light years ahead of me!

things are well. exams are now.
going on 7 months with the boy. christmas soon. horrah.

don't forget my upcoming birthday now or i'll be rip-roarin' pissed!

take care.

yasunta

Nov 12, 2005

just passing by! lovely

candysores

May 6, 2005

hey

amazing stuff!

xox

bloodytourniquet

Jul 12, 2005

Hey! Thank You So Much!

I Shall Join